Sleepless nights that keep me wake, my mind is awake but my body is tired, but my boy will not sleep for my mind keeps it up, because for every painful thought and memory, my mind send it the ought my body, making it ache in pain, tremble from fear an tears. Making me relive my past, making sure I never forget any of my past, any of my memories even if they were once happy memories they have turned sad for I can not relive them.
