"It breaks your heart to know her mirror is how she estimates her worth and not the lives she's made much better by simply being on this earth" -Erin Hanson This is one of the most beautiful poetry I have come across.
It didn't matter what people thought about her. Her focus was never on small talk. She had better things to do with her life, like become a better woman. She didn't care what people said behind her back because most of them never had the guts to say it to
The process of letting go is so especially painful process but you need to let go, Otherwise we just keep ourselves stuck in the same place. It's not healthy to fantasize about a future with this person.