I try to be strong. Sometimes though I cant handle it. Sometimes I have to remember that Im just a man. A man with feelings . I need to cry , i need to allow sadness . Then I wipe tears away and get back up, and keep going strong.
But I'm starting to question everything. What if my mind is just tricking me? What if my mind is just making everything up, am I just pretending to be like this, am I really just a normal happy girl? What if everything has just been a huge lie?