I hope one day you will realize I did truly care for you. I promise you're gonna miss me being there, putting up with you, refusing to give up on you. but you'll miss me when I become priceless to another. (Please read the entire quote.
I feel broken inside and I just can't believe I'll ever feel any differently. I don't know how to heal myself. I try but just when I think I'm getting somewhere, it disappears like sand through my fin (She Is Beauty Quotes)
(i know i put a lot of suicide ideation on this board - it is not because i am suicidal. but the sentiment resonates with me nonetheless. and it's part of the spectrum of mental illness on which i reside.) <<< somehow this is really accurate
I've never actually tried to take my life. But it scares me every time I think about it. The thought of no one caring that I'm gone scares me horribly. And I just don't think I'd ever have the guts to go through with it.