I was wearing my swimsuit at BA party and my friend smacked my thigh and said "bad, don't do it again" oh...wow..
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I'm having this problem now. I miss the cuts. Miss my blades. Miss the blood. Miss the pain. Honestly, if I still had my blades, I'm pretty sure I'd be using them tonight.
Because all in one week I was told that I am selfish, self centred and annoying. I don't want to live in a world that thinks that is what I am. If so many think this of me then what's the point of choosing life. Sooner or later my kids will hear what people really think of me and isnt it better this way?
Its how I feel I feel like I'm alone
48 hours with two 1 hour naps. I'm gonna be dead when I get home.... 0_o