Honestly I never feel included I feel like their just my friends because they fill bad for me or don't want to be mean. I swear I feel so fucking alone around everybody. I feel like a fucking outcast all the damn time.
I talk too much, and when it gets to a point where people stop listening I start feeling insecure. I'm also afraid of rejection, and when people ignore me…I feel like I'm being rejected. all my life:,(