If Mary dies I'm going to sit in the corner wearing a tin foil hat saying,"well, maybe if I replay it, it'll end differently." << Omg when I read 'mary dies' I thought: Wait, that already happened. Turns out I was thinking about the wrong fandom.
I feel her pain. I kinda feel bad for the mom though. Having to look for the nonexistent pieces that would mend our sad and broken fandom. Wow, that got deep quickly.<<< calm down seriously I don't want to start crying
This is basically exactly what happened to me. Next thing you know, you're scrolling through Pintrest, laughing hysterically at bizarrely photoshopped stills from the show, and you wonder what happened to your life.