"The best moments of my life don't make it to social media." This how I use and see myself in social media. I do post once in a while (to boost Mr. Ego), but not every single and good moment of my life has to be shared online.
I have to remember this. I have a tendency to want to hold on to people forever. And when they don't want the same, I become hurt, and react by building walls. I am grateful for the time some people gave me. Especially when I lost my child.
I am always stuck. I am always stuck between giving people everything because I am dying to create meaningful relationships, and giving them nothing at all because then if they leave at least I'll be left whole