Never depend on someone else to make you happy. Only God can make you happy! Create yourself a full, happy life, seeking God and finding hobbies and ways to express your gifts, and your man will be included in your happiness, a gift from God.
Inner peace begins the moment you choose not to allow another person or event to control your emotions. Always take a moment to stop, breathe, and think to yourself "I can choose peace, rather than this." Always choose peace.