Complex PTSD symptoms (also includes PTSD symptoms: avoidance, hyper-vigilance, hyper-arousal, reliving) (Right before it hit. Numb mostly. Pretty happy and content of the time.
PTSD: Isolation can take it's toll. There was a point in my life that I didn't even recognize myself or know how to get back to the person I was. In time I realized that I couldn't go back but I could move forward creating the 'me' that I am today. I still isolate but I can recognize it now.