Definitely a trust fanatic! Understand my emotions, though, so don't waste time on that. Not afraid to fail at most things, but don't like failed relationships. Definitely feel like a solitary warrior.
What no one else understands is that this is just a facade. If you just reached out to them, they would return and this time they'd be ready to die for you. If they feel hurt its because they hurt their self, more than they hurt you.