Borderline Personality Disorder

Borderline Personality Disorder - that second paragraph I definitely relate to, and the fear of rejection. Sometimes it's just easier to isolate instead of endless apologies that I know must be irritating and the stress of overthinking but I'm trying.

Despondent: some with depression may most likely feel despondent most of the time. I'm tired of living. Not many other options.

BPD (literally me)

Finding panic attack relief is therefore extremely important to do as early as possible. Panic attacks are severe form of symptoms caused by stress.

My friend will tell me to stop thinking negatively, they don't understand how hard this is.

Get help before you involve others in the twisted insanity of bpd. I was mentally & emotionally manipulated by the bpd's I knew.

BPD Things #100 (Borderline Personality Disorder)

Sometimes I have no idea who the person staring back at me in the mirror is. I don't know who I am, my personality, some days I feel so fake because I'm pretending to be happy and making jokes. Other days I feel broken, and the rest I'm just numb.