I have never uttered the words "I hate you" not even out of rage. The don't talk to me part, has been an issue. I'd always be quick with the goodbyes, take care, I'll leave you alone. Assuming that was what she wanted. Not even an hour later, I'm apologizing, begging her not to leave, professing unconditional love. Sometimes she would beat me to it, sometimes she would ignore me for hours, til the last time she just snapped and left.