sad thing is now that im struggling with it.the people that i was were my closest friends stabbed me in the back and betrayed me.great to know i have no true friends.what a great thing to do to a depressed suicidal girl
The saddest kind of sad is when your tears can't even drop and you feel nothing it's the world has just ended. exactly how I felt the day my parents died.hard to understand that feeling unless you've experienced it.
I am the human contradiction. I am the freak. I am the outcast. I am the faker. I am the one who everyone tramples on. I am the broken hearted. I am the fallen angel. I am the girl trying to live without hope. I am the girl who wonders why I'm still here.
(i know i put a lot of suicide ideation on this board - it is not because i am suicidal. but the sentiment resonates with me nonetheless. and it's part of the spectrum of mental illness on which i reside.) <<< somehow this is really accurate
Please don't ask if I'm okay. I might do something stupid like open up to you and I'm really tired of getting close to people and watching them leave me like I'm nothing. I always lose the people I'm close to