I wish I could have this conversation with him. I wish it wasn't me. I wish I could believe it was only the situation. And I know the situation was part of it. But I also feel like it was still my fault. Partially. If I had been better, he would've been willing to fight for it instead of just walk away. I was never good enough. It wasn't just the situation. It was me.
my thoughts think the deadliest sins.and sometimes i fear them because they come from within