Chin up my beautiful friend, chin up because it can't rain forever! Just stay strong, stay beautiful, have faith and keep on being your amazing self. Your day will come and on that day the world will see how truly beautiful you are!
What it comes down to is your actions in the end. As the saying goes actions speak louder than words. We can make careful plans if needed to to end relationships we do not wish to stay in. Start making plans for the life you want.