Pain.. What causes my pain? Im horrible, im ugly, im in horrible shape, i cut, i think of suicide, i starve myself, i feel left out, my family doesnt care, i cry myself to sleep at night, right before i sleep i cut myself, i have millions of health problems, im always in the hospital, im... Im pathetic... Knowing all of this.. Causes my pain.. It hurts :'(
Crying yourself to sleep: that's hard. Not being able to talk to the one person you want to about crying yourself to sleep because they're the reason you're crying yourself to sleep: worst feeling ever.
I always put a smile on my face in public during deployments, especially around the kids. <3 I was taught by the USMC to cry in private.
It's incredible how much this describes Cam. She lost her brother, her memories, and almost everything else to try to follow the path that had laid out for her. She left that path, and saved her friends and pissed off the Goddesses in the process.
YES FINALLY SOMEONE PUT THIS INTO WORDS
You realize how much you truly miss someone when something...
i really only wish you could see the person that I've found out i truly can be
I'm not okay stop asking me if I am - 11/30/16
It's very true, but ever since I was young I was always told by a family member never to cry, and if I did I would become weak. Anytime I got hurt, since I was little and dumb, I tried not to cry cause I didn't want to disappoint her. And now, years and years later, I find it very hard to cry. Nearly impossible, but it takes a lot. Yeah, sometimes tears leak out, maybe five, but not heavy crying like one would expect.
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