...At times it's beautifully chaotic, oftentimes calming and quiet, but always overwhelming, good, pure, enduring, and very, very deep, Tricia! I loved you, Tricia. I still love you my friend. I will always love you. Please don't be afraid to talk with me. You know me. You know my heart. Tricia my love, my friend, we need to talk. After all this time, we still need to talk. We're friends, Tricia. We're close. I can't bear to lose you again.