This is the hardest thing I have had to face in recovery and it's safe to say I'm still not doing it for ME. This is why anorexia is taking over my life again, it's the reason why I'm not bothered about it either.
Amazing people don't just happen. They have to work hard. If none of us worked hard or worked in general we wouldn't have freedom or iPhones or iPads. Work hard and you can become one of those AMAZING people.