"It takes courage to endure the sharp pains of self discovery, rather than choose to take the dull pain of unconsciousness that would last the rest of our lives. -- Marianne Williamson Self got the message.
"Your true happiness happens when you discover that no one other than yourself is responsible for the way you feel." - Abraham Hicks Your happiness is your responsibility. No-one elses. And only you can make it happen.
Transformation is the journey you are on. You are exploring the wisdom of your soul you are shedding old ways and beliefs that no longer fit who you are, be brave, dear one, you are becoming you are authentic self.