In the love language of flowers, white roses mean heavenly, and eternal love Rev --".These are the ones who come out of the great tribulation, and washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.
Love everyone and forgive everyone, including yourself. Forgive your anger. Forgive your guilt. Your shame. Your sadness. Embrace and open up your love, your joy, your truth, and most especially your heart.