Sometimes you hold back from talking to someone not because of your pride nor because you fear rejection. But because you know deep down that if they wanted to be there in your life, they would've made the fucking effort.
Self-destructive tendencies. But growing and making changes. If one cannot recognize and see value in honesty, loyalty, and empathy. It is not my job to wake them up especially at the price of my own self worth and self esteem.
Yes there was this one guy I wanted to talk to but I was too scared to text him first but my brother was like come on just text him he might wanna text you to but maybe he's too scared to. So I text him and ever since then he texts me alot!