Let it go! Is it really necessary to hold on to it? Let it go now. Its too heavy. Just let it go. You know you want to. Don't be afraid. You know you need to. You know life will get better once you do. Let it go now. Just let it go,
“The Son is the radiance of God’s glory† and the exact representation of his being,† sustaining all things† by his powerful word. After he had provided purification for sins,† he sat down at the right hand of the Majesty in heaven” Hebrews 1 : 3
Enjoy the little things in life. One day you'll look back and realize they were the big things. Live each day to the fullest and have fun. No need to stress over the little things. Just enjoy the life God graced you with.