"The moment you feel like you have to prove your worth to someone is the moment to ABSOLUTELY and utterly walk away." ~ Alysia Harris (Even though I've been heart broken ever sense I broke up with (him) it was the bet thing I ever done to help me) ~Ness~
The process of letting go is so especially painful process but you need to let go, Otherwise we just keep ourselves stuck in the same place. It's not healthy to fantasize about a future with this person.
Take time to do what makes your soul happy.tapping into that part of you will nourish all other aspects of your life. Take the time. Revel in that time. And remember that time when not able to take that time ;D