you're so hard on yourself. take a moment. sit back. marvel at your life: at the grief that softened you, at the heartache that wisened you, at the suffering that strengthened you. despite everything, you still grow. be proud of this.
i am thankful for all those difficult people in my life. they have shown me exactly who i do not want to be. Hypocrites and the like who act one way at school and behave totally different in their homes. People who believe in one thing but act another.