There's sometimes a battle between the mind and the heart, what exactly should you do now!? It's hard to pretend you are ok with it all, when in actuality....it's just as tough as the day before. Life lessons..I've had one to many in my days, and don't want anymore. Just want my heart to pump the blood I need and not get involved in anything else.
I just feel like I need to get away. I don't feel like I belong where I live, but I'm too young to leave. I feel like no one understands so I just dream about where I want to go. I've been like this for so long but now all my friends left me and everyone thinks I'm a weirdo and a whore. Lying in bed is my only escape from life.