You do not live with a lot of people as before, and you cannot get the same contact with people and you do not understand in the same way. Instead, you live closer to the pictures, and you think more than you paint.
There are some who are keen to control, to be in control, knowing what's going on. Then there is the other character type, which is able to devote themselves to the extent that one loses control. This man drops out and hope that it is soil where he lands.