*should say what or who you cant change.* I wouldn't say it was a happy moment but it was a weight lifted and the courage was amazing when it hit me after almost 6 months that he would not be coming home.
I try to be strong. Sometimes though I cant handle it. Sometimes I have to remember that Im just a man. A man with feelings . I need to cry , i need to allow sadness . Then I wipe tears away and get back up, and keep going strong.