I've never had my heart broken as badly as you did. Being wrongly accused of terrible things hurt like nothing else that's ever happened to me. My heart has been beaten and battered by the man I love most in the world, and still, I can't hate you.
And it's driving me crazy. You feel so right. I've never felt it before with anyone. The crazy thing is that I never imagined you'd become someone so special for me the very first time I saw you. You have my heart.
A cycle of depression. It's time to stop pretending that depression, anxiety, etc are all something you can just "snap out of." You wouldn't tell a diabetic to "snap out of" a blood sugar high; you'd give them insulin.