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Suicide note. I think about it more than ever. The phrase keeps on replaying while a laugh at a joke to look like I don't hate the world.
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Part of me wants to die. Part of me wants to live. Couldn't be more true.
I've known for a long time that I have stopped living. I know what I'm waiting for... I just don't know when it will happen... LC
Now they know, everybody knows, I don't want anybody to know, I don't want anyone to worry or care or even look at me. I just want to leave this place,
I like watching movies abd series where everyone has someone. I have no one I spend days crying no one knows. Everyone says I mean a lot but I'm just existing in their lives. Everyone has someone else. Im so tired of everyone asking me if I'm okay because I'm tired of lying and when I do say something I get ignored or I'm just being dramatic. I have no one. by bring.me.the.cam
Do you ever just feel like your just completely worthless and unattractive on a physical and emotional level and your just never good enough because theirs always someone else that overpowers you with their pretty face and personality and you just instantly back down because you feel you literally have nothing to fight against with
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