I was so upset and disgusted by who was staying back at me in the mirror today, I shattered it into so many pieces with a hammer /. and yes, I struggle with self harm and bulimia <--- Don't worry, how you look in the mirror is not how you are inside
this made me think of you because you play violin beautifully and I know you started to hurt yourself again but please don't your my little sis and I love you please stop I know I do it to but please just talk to me I love you ♡
Sometimes being bipolar is so damn difficult that I can't help hating myself; just wishing I could be like everyone else, that I could have normal days with normal emotions. But I can't be like everyone else so I cry.
Depression quote - I'm not sure if I'm depressed. I mean, I'm not sad, but I'm not exactly happy either. I can laugh and joke and smile during the day, but sometimes when I'm alone at night I forget how to feel. I can relate to this.